Everyday that passes by I notice my self being independent.
Actually I can’t explain the feeling of being so protective for my self y not trusting people around me especially with does guys which surrounds me. Maybe because I’m hurt and still hurting, pain that is still in my mind and heart that can’t be healed by any means. I though I’ve already over it and I can move on a normal life as before but why should I feel this way! So confused and frustrated of something I don’t know.
The past hunts me in my everyday life though I may notice it. I know it is somewhere in me hiding and waiting for right time to outburst the feeling.
I want to cry but I’m asking my self the reason why? I’m really broken and can’t find the reason to fix my self. Cause every time I do it just makes me broken worst than before.
1 comment:
Hi Kathy,
Yen here...
What had happened to you my dear fren?
Although I dont know u well but I understand your feelings~~
I can sense that there is a hidden scar in your heart,maybe sth bad happen to you b4 and made u suffered but dont be sad ok?Yen will support all ur decisions and ways of thinking ,of course if u have anything or problems,dont hesitate to tell me ok~~
I will always online for you and I willing to lend u my hand and shoulder~~
There is a chinese proverb...
The heart of hurting others we cannot have but the heart of becareful of others we should have...Sure we cannot judge everyone just from appearance like a book cannot be judged from it's cover~~
Dont worry,Yen always beside u!!~~
Cheer u my fren...
Ur tears is not for meaningless events yar~~
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